Stress, fatigue, illness, injury, all the changes in the world seemingly happening at once...all are contributing factors to my mood as of now I would assume. It's not a pretty picture, but I deal. I have to find a new groove. I have stepped out of everything I have known and been comfortable with for so long and it is scary. I will not beat myself up or berate myself for the way I am feeling because it is what it is. I cannot, nor do I feel as if I NEED to be happy-go-lucky ALL of the time. This is a down period. A sad period, a stressful period...and this too shall pass...
As for now, right now, this moment, I will ALLOW myself to feel the sadness, the sickness and the pain. I will not fight it. I will still smile when I hear Bug laugh. I will still go to work and enjoy watching others enjoy themselves (which I genuinely enjoy). I will allow the acclimation and adjustments both internally and externally to come, because I know they will...in their own time. I must crawl before I can walk, and I am learning a new way to live my life...
Speaking Words Of Wisdom...
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